Saturday, February 26, 2022
Saturday, January 29, 2022
300. Shelter.
Se
solo per un momento, potessi lasciare che i pensieri si svolgessero.
No.
Non sto pensando. Sensazione. Dare riparo. Chi l'avrebbe sentito.
Questo
luogo con la storia che gli amici sembra ammirare e cercare,
Quelli
gli amici. Sono sempre curioso di quelli. Forse lo sento anche io. Bruciando
sotto strati di semantica, relazioni empiriche e affermazioni. Aspettando il
respiro che darebbe vita a tutto. Il respiro che ci porta alla vita. Noi, è
così difficile scrivere con i pronomi. Per quanto bello sia il pensiero,
essendo un pensiero, è già una tragedia.
No.
va ricordato, allora, una svolta sublime nell'occhio dell'uragano può essere
vista come un centinaio di chilometri di vento fuori dalla calma. Forse a causa
delle sue vele, mi chiedo quanto siano lontane. Quanto è andato in profondità.
Quanto distanti. Ti tieni tutto dentro, la pesantezza di ogni passaggio
tumultuoso, forse ti ricorda anche la storia. Sempre curioso di sapere come,
cerca di stare con la storia, senza prima provare i sentimenti.
Storia,
non le interessa, a volte è curiosa di vedere se questa è del respiro e
dell'ampiezza della vita, o l'inizio di un nuovo anello di fuoco. In amore,
dutto noi tutta di decidere.
L'unica
cosa che non è divisa dalle acque. In quelle divisioni possiamo respirare di
nuovo, forse. Salvo soccombere al nostro sollievo, come la densità esprime
esteriormente nell'immaginazione.
Tale
è scrivere. Questo e la vita. Ho promesso donna amante l'avrebbe saputo sempre
e per sempre insieme. Protezione vede. Speranza. Spero di essermi preparato.
Monday, November 8, 2021
299. Proving.
In
Long-Suffering, and in Virtue, time flows in illusions and parables.
an
inevitable equation
a
writing of Value and Recognition…
the
crow flies, at only the speed of heartbeats.
The
first iteration of our chronograph. Simple enough to understand as humans, I
suppose, if only we're too simple to understand it.
To
some this is complication, or to those expecting to be given cadence, a malady.
Complexity.
To
me it was a merge between universal constants. A simple dynamic, a theorem or
perhaps a law. Avoidance seeks its own cure:
The
inevitable mutual exclusivity of cognizance and omniscience, a realization when
any one 𝓧/𝓨 is given in 𝓩. As equal, the last
sound of the first division bell:
♾
Forever,
and this night, in no single time at all.
Of
course I'll wait for the day. Zeno was just being pretty dramatic anyhow.
https://such411.blogspot.com/2016/10/113-chronograph.html
Friday, October 29, 2021
298. Transit.
We had always written of Valor, though…
Truly, does one decide the direction of Fealty?
Their iteration was simple enough, a composite measure
of distance and velocity,
at least to those who believe themselves free
enough to encompass the scope.
Hope and Fidelity; I was grateful to be held. Are
they keeping me,
Or allowing me,
to surrender to the difference between comets and
constellations.
Enduring the absence of stars above,
There was to be omitted, and then there was lying
by omission.
By virtue, I’d been the former. Fortunate, at
last glance, of the latter.
I always told myself I knew they were there, even
if I couldn’t see them.
I could still smell the roses of the healer, she
was casting the lullaby for our freedom.
My choice was to remember.
This only worked to edify the tale, after
questioning the time.
Our love was the same together,
Luna hiding behind our shadows.
You could see their viscosity dripping like oil
away from the edges of her last light.
I remembered my last breath of ashes, waiting,
holding, hoping, headed for apogee.
Someday she’ll be back I thought. She’s still up here,
even if I can’t see her.
How her thoughts of my eyes said I would always remember
her.
After all assurance, mourning would only come for
those who had danced to forget.
Value for the distance, and Recognition for the velocity.
In their delusions of freedom they thought themselves
terminal,
in my chains I could see them as endless.
Still waning and waxing, going to and returning
from… Something. Nothing.
She had taught me how, we would eternally be both
together.
In this moment,
she saved me, in love.
I wondered if I would ever see myself, if she
ever was still there, like the song.
I promised I’d never hide again.
Sunday, October 17, 2021
297. Being.
I am the image of the song that
would create me.
She’d sing of love, a faithful
way of knowing the best of people,
Praise was not enough. To say
it was beauty…
She’d only have said her song
was written before her.
And then would be again. She
teaches:
I could no longer be faithless.
Between beauty the sign and value
the symbol, there are Heartbeats.
One having lost, one could have
been.
No.
To love all we’re becoming, to
hold chaste a future moment.
Beauty wasn’t something that
was said.
I was becoming beautiful faithfully,
to be a part of the song.
She’d sing of Chastity and of
Charity, I’d breathe to be still again.
Or, to still be again.
Source. Breath of creation.
This was the balance between
affection and caring.
If she only knew.




