123. Therapy.

How I felt about treatment. Written nearly non-volitionally in the year 2007. If you like things along these lines please do visit https://thelithiumchronicles.org/ they have so many expressions as such.

Consequently, as a result I did earn this in 2014:

...And while still learning, do maintain the highest standards of academic scholarship:

....As much as humanly possible:

....So that all of this can be healing someday.

122. Ten.

121. Uncertainty.

120. Revolver.

119. Kintsugi

An Ekphrasis, lightly. The image source: http://fedeporpy.deviantart.com/art/Kintsugi-483304360 "Kintsugi" If it weren't for the shimmer the hope imbued sun-seeking sublimation restoration from darker hues, If it weren't for the beauty of strength and self honor a course set for discovery of the light behind the pinhole sky, If it weren't for the scorn I'd also show a man creating tapestries from black bear fur strands, If it weren't that my reflection also shown through the cracks the light fractured mirrors I am both sides, if you'd asked; If it weren't for the truth that angels could tell the story of recovery a rescue mission to hell... I'd soon apologize, because human I may be I'm sorry I'm not the monster the stories wanted me to be. Instead of empty white space stillness in a moment missing time I earned my gold shimmer I learned would be words offering solace. I will say I learned love from creating something new of pieces I found scattered once those eyes were mine too. Visions and dreams cultivate over time I'll reciprocate the best ones to build from what's gone by. If you hadn't to speak I wouldn't have known so the anger subsides in the words that you've shown. So instead I would thank you my soul still inside this man, you see a life I'd lost too, I'll make it the best I can in your time my ghost stood by you; away from body, I could but just stand. I promised for my truancy, I'd curate golden exhibits; and seek striving to rend. If there were violence, that would be what I'd end.

118. Breathing.

117. Nectar.

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